Monday, May 30, 2011

16 days

So today I have to write some thank you notes and form a packing list. I wish I knew exactly what I need to bring--I hat forgetting things--but I also hate overpacking.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Isaiah 58

“Shout it aloud, do not hold back.
   Raise your voice like a trumpet.
Declare to my people their rebellion
   and to the descendants of Jacob their sins.
2 For day after day they seek me out;
   they seem eager to know my ways,
as if they were a nation that does what is right
   and has not forsaken the commands of its God.
They ask me for just decisions
   and seem eager for God to come near them.
3 ‘Why have we fasted,’ they say,
   ‘and you have not seen it?
Why have we humbled ourselves,
   and you have not noticed?’    “Yet on the day of your fasting, you do as you please
   and exploit all your workers.
4 Your fasting ends in quarreling and strife,
   and in striking each other with wicked fists.
You cannot fast as you do today
   and expect your voice to be heard on high.
5 Is this the kind of fast I have chosen,
   only a day for people to humble themselves?
Is it only for bowing one’s head like a reed
   and for lying in sackcloth and ashes?
Is that what you call a fast,
   a day acceptable to the LORD?
 6 “Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:
to loose the chains of injustice
   and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
   and break every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your food with the hungry
   and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—
when you see the naked, to clothe them,
   and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?
8
Then your light will break forth like the dawn,
   and your healing will quickly appear;
then your righteousness will go before you,
   and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.
9 Then you will call, and the LORD will answer;
   you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I.
   “If you do away with the yoke of oppression,
   with the pointing finger and malicious talk,
10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry
   and satisfy the needs of the oppressed,
then your light will rise in the darkness,
   and your night will become like the noonday.
11 The LORD will guide you always;
   he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land
   and will strengthen your frame.
You will be like a well-watered garden,
   like a spring whose waters never fail.
12 Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins
   and will raise up the age-old foundations;
you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls,
   Restorer of Streets with Dwellings.
 13 “If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath
   and from doing as you please on my holy day,
if you call the Sabbath a delight
   and the LORD’s holy day honorable,
and if you honor it by not going your own way
   and not doing as you please or speaking idle words,
14 then you will find your joy in the LORD,
   and I will cause you to ride in triumph on the heights of the land
   and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob.”
            For the mouth of the LORD has spoken.


When I read this 2 months ago, my jaw dropped. This is what I want my life to be about. I have not sure about going into missions or what I want to do after high school, but I know I want to take care of people. I want to be with the lonely, feed the hungry, show broken people their worth. I just want to follow Christ. This is my goal, this is my hope. It is in Christ, and that is what I want my life to be about. I am leaving in seventeen days for Africa. I am so incredibly excited and nervous. I do not know exactly all of the ins and outs of what we will be doing there but I know we will be showing the love of Jesus and thats all that matters.

Thank you to everyone who have given in order for me to go. I can't explain to you how much you have blessed me. I am so grateful for everything. God has provided and he has provided more tahn enough. I am completely in awe! I would have never even imagined this happening, that God would really provide, but he did. He has met my needs and beyond so that others can go on missions similar to mine.

-----molls

Sunday, May 22, 2011

24 DAYS

24 days untill I am off! It is comign fast, and I almost wish it would slow down because I know it will go so fast. God has provided  generously, I cannot believe I doubted or even thought for once that he might not provide. I have learned so much from this experience it is mind blowing, and I am just so ready to see everything else he has in store. I am trusting that I will be safe in Uganda, that has been a scary thing to think about, but I know he works good in all things and that he will be by my side the entire time. However, that is a thing I think is becoming more scary--- I feel vulnerable mostly because my family and friends won't be there to protect me. I am excited though, I know I will be around an awesome group of girls and leaders (I have talked to a lot of them over Facebook). They all have been incredibly encouraging, and it has been the greatest blessing to talk to them.
well thats all I can think of. I am getting ready to go on a backpacking trip this week and maybe get a small taste of what Africa will be like (maybe roughing it to a small extent :) )

XOXO Molls